well i dyed my hair && it kinda looks crappy im single. & kinda hating it..
i still like byron, & quortneys trying to get back with me. which will never happen again by the way. :P my life keeps changing. .. & i want it to stop. idc why?!?!..
friends. school. && all the people around me i just want everything to freeze. & stay the way it is now. :). that would be amazing. && i could date who ever i wanted i could have my bby back [K.E.R] && i wouldnt have to worry about that. idk what to do. =S SOS. HELLPPPPP. :(
K.E.R.= kyle edward rogers. :(
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
my hairrrr:]
i dyed my hair :] i l o v e it. the top is still the dark brown/black color i had it but the bottom is like a idk orange red brown color. :p
i really like it but i plan to dye it again so the orange red brown color is like a idk bright blonde maybe. :] alright i just wanted to tell you guys :].
i really like it but i plan to dye it again so the orange red brown color is like a idk bright blonde maybe. :] alright i just wanted to tell you guys :].
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
today :)
today was a like a half day. we only had to go to school for 2 hours. 8:00 to 10:30. after me & lexi went to kendras & made shirts & kendras told byron the i wanted his you know what & since byron & casper (kendras boyfriend) are like really good friends he believed him which is kinda stupid because i dont even talk to casper :P.
today at school we had to vote for year book i think i am going to get most talkitive. haha. :) or most funniest.! or random.?! idk. but i think me & lexi are going to get best friends. haha. becasue we are :P.
ao everything is gonna change when we get to the high school but i dont want it to. & i dont want to lose any of my friends everything this year has change as much as i want it to. i lost some of my greatest friends & gained some. :) but i dont want to go to high school alone. i just want to stay in middle school. & never go to the high school. theres going to be to much drama i wont be able to stand it & idk me and lexi live together we might not lose each other but yet we could get in a fight & lose each & her move out. :( but i dont even want to think about think about that. :).
i didnt make the play it sucks all the prep did. :( im a extra but i just think that im not going to be in it. i really wanted to be in it but i dont think i want to be an extra i will just work on stage like change sence & stuff. but idk what i should do yet :P.
well ill post tommaorw later:)
today at school we had to vote for year book i think i am going to get most talkitive. haha. :) or most funniest.! or random.?! idk. but i think me & lexi are going to get best friends. haha. becasue we are :P.
ao everything is gonna change when we get to the high school but i dont want it to. & i dont want to lose any of my friends everything this year has change as much as i want it to. i lost some of my greatest friends & gained some. :) but i dont want to go to high school alone. i just want to stay in middle school. & never go to the high school. theres going to be to much drama i wont be able to stand it & idk me and lexi live together we might not lose each other but yet we could get in a fight & lose each & her move out. :( but i dont even want to think about think about that. :).
i didnt make the play it sucks all the prep did. :( im a extra but i just think that im not going to be in it. i really wanted to be in it but i dont think i want to be an extra i will just work on stage like change sence & stuff. but idk what i should do yet :P.
well ill post tommaorw later:)
Monday, October 20, 2008
the boyfriend. :)
this is byron :). we started dating 10/18/08.♥ this is a really old picture of him but he has shorter hair now && he is was taller & looks older. :) this is his 6th grade picture. we is a little short then me but its fine cause' hes pretty amazing. :). i have talked to him befroe like about dating but then we didnt see each other or talk to each other after summer & we lost it but then i saw him & he called me & we talked & stuff and it just clicked. :).♥. hes 13 & im about to turn 14 but its not that big of a differents. haha. hes nice to me & failthful. so may be this one will last. :)...
♥.
MATTS COMING NEXT WEEK ON THURSDAY :). I CANT WAIT. && ITS ALMOST HALLOWEEN. :).
i cant wait i dont know what i am going to be yet maybe like a fairy,a scary person,dead cheerleader, i dont know any one have an idea??. :) i wonder what matt is going to be he said he was going to take us trick-or-treating idkk what he is going to be. :) an army person haha. I DONT CARE THOUGH AS LONG AS I GET TO SEE MY BUBBY. :) i dont care if he takes us out for halloween as long as i see him.
:). well thats what has been going on. :)
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
who cares if im me=]
so people at school are like oh-em-gee what are you wearing but if they dont like me being me then why should i call them my friends. =] so now i dont care. if people dont like how i dress or they dont likek the things i do then they can count me out of there lifes. im not going to have freinds that can just sit there and say stuff about me the people that talk about you are just jealouse of you remeber that. my mom taught me that a long time ago. now when ssome one comes to me about that stuff i just say that because it makes me feel smarter haha. but you know what they say moms give the greatest advice. =] hehe I LOVVE YOU MOMMY.
today:
my teacher walked up to me and told me i had iss for something that i did 3 weeks ago. heres what happened theres a kid named cody & he kept grabbing my butt. & i got so mad so i did it back but this time the teacher acually looked SO I GOT IN TROUBLE. wth?!. so i got 2 days iss. which is really supose to be 3 days of OSS but they decided to give me a break since it was my first time getting in trouble SUCKSSS. =[. & i am trying out for the school play i am sooo excited i hope i make it. it will be funnier then cheerleading because i acually like this teacher lol.♥ & one of my friends thinks hes hot hahahaha. =] but he is a lanuage teacher & the drama teacher HOW COOOL =]. but he talks to himself kinda creepy. =P. haha. but theres this girl & shes sooo good & shes trying out for the same part as me =[ it kinda makes me neverouse that i wont make it.
books:
i have been reading the clique series it is SO good.=]its kinda wierd for me to be reading but i am on the 3rd book right now & i am trying to find it at the school library but i will probally have to go to the public library.=] i kinda like it there anyway its quite & you get to play the BEST hide & go seek there =P. it is sooo much fun but i always end up getting found =P.. haha & we always end up getting in alot of trouble. =].
boy friend:
single waiting for the perfect guy to come around and snatch me off my feet i have some cruches. but idk if they like me soo im just kinda waiting to like hango ut with them in stuff because he just moved.=[ it sucks but he will visit logan & maybe my mommy will let me see him =].
-GABBBBBii.♥
today:
my teacher walked up to me and told me i had iss for something that i did 3 weeks ago. heres what happened theres a kid named cody & he kept grabbing my butt. & i got so mad so i did it back but this time the teacher acually looked SO I GOT IN TROUBLE. wth?!. so i got 2 days iss. which is really supose to be 3 days of OSS but they decided to give me a break since it was my first time getting in trouble SUCKSSS. =[. & i am trying out for the school play i am sooo excited i hope i make it. it will be funnier then cheerleading because i acually like this teacher lol.♥ & one of my friends thinks hes hot hahahaha. =] but he is a lanuage teacher & the drama teacher HOW COOOL =]. but he talks to himself kinda creepy. =P. haha. but theres this girl & shes sooo good & shes trying out for the same part as me =[ it kinda makes me neverouse that i wont make it.
books:
i have been reading the clique series it is SO good.=]its kinda wierd for me to be reading but i am on the 3rd book right now & i am trying to find it at the school library but i will probally have to go to the public library.=] i kinda like it there anyway its quite & you get to play the BEST hide & go seek there =P. it is sooo much fun but i always end up getting found =P.. haha & we always end up getting in alot of trouble. =].
boy friend:
single waiting for the perfect guy to come around and snatch me off my feet i have some cruches. but idk if they like me soo im just kinda waiting to like hango ut with them in stuff because he just moved.=[ it sucks but he will visit logan & maybe my mommy will let me see him =].
-GABBBBBii.♥
Monday, October 6, 2008
♥ i miss you but why?
so im dating brett again.♥ im happy. haha, =] we havent gotten in a fight yet. =P.
my mom doesnt like him because we always fought last time we dated & he cheated on me. once, out of the 3 and a half months that we where dating. =[. [ & i cant confence my mom that people really do change. ] so my mommy realllly wants me to brake up with him but i dont know i just cant... i would feel so bad because before we started dating we made a promisedd that it wouldnt be like last time. no fights, no cheating, & no hanging out with any ex's. =] i hope he keeps it becuase he is the one that promised it i didnt even say anything. =P. so my be he means it. he never did anything like that when we dated last time. i just decided to give him one more chance, & iho pe this time it works out perfect. ♥
last night:
i couldnt sleep. theres this boy named quortney jackson, the second love of my life. yes, he means the world to me. but he broke up with his girlfriend & told me he loved me & now i dont know what to do. brett♥him♥brett♥him.?!?!? which one dude. =S. it sucks. but going on i could stop thinking about him so i couldnt sleep so i went down stairs & i talk to mom about it of couse she stillll wants me to brake up with brett and just be single, but we stayed up in till 12 and made apples and talked. & i couldnt help but think about it even more. so i finallly fell asleep around lets see around 1 or 12:30. =P. & then had to turn around & wake up at 6:30. =[.
school:
drama,drama,drama. thats all middle school is =]. but the poeple that hate on me just want to be me there jealous, [you like me boyfriend ur boyfriend likes me you flirt to much blahblahblahblahblah.] =P i have my own bby gurls.=P im just to pretty to be in school everyone wants a piece of me =P jkjk.♥
but that was my day & last night pretty boring=P but just another teenager with all her dramma=P
♥gabbbbbi=]
my mom doesnt like him because we always fought last time we dated & he cheated on me. once, out of the 3 and a half months that we where dating. =[. [ & i cant confence my mom that people really do change. ] so my mommy realllly wants me to brake up with him but i dont know i just cant... i would feel so bad because before we started dating we made a promisedd that it wouldnt be like last time. no fights, no cheating, & no hanging out with any ex's. =] i hope he keeps it becuase he is the one that promised it i didnt even say anything. =P. so my be he means it. he never did anything like that when we dated last time. i just decided to give him one more chance, & iho pe this time it works out perfect. ♥
last night:
i couldnt sleep. theres this boy named quortney jackson, the second love of my life. yes, he means the world to me. but he broke up with his girlfriend & told me he loved me & now i dont know what to do. brett♥him♥brett♥him.?!?!? which one dude. =S. it sucks. but going on i could stop thinking about him so i couldnt sleep so i went down stairs & i talk to mom about it of couse she stillll wants me to brake up with brett and just be single, but we stayed up in till 12 and made apples and talked. & i couldnt help but think about it even more. so i finallly fell asleep around lets see around 1 or 12:30. =P. & then had to turn around & wake up at 6:30. =[.
school:
drama,drama,drama. thats all middle school is =]. but the poeple that hate on me just want to be me there jealous, [you like me boyfriend ur boyfriend likes me you flirt to much blahblahblahblahblah.] =P i have my own bby gurls.=P im just to pretty to be in school everyone wants a piece of me =P jkjk.♥
but that was my day & last night pretty boring=P but just another teenager with all her dramma=P
♥gabbbbbi=]
Saturday, October 4, 2008
matttttty♥
mat sent me a lettttter today=] i was so happy =] i miss my big bro. also he drew me picture. it was sooo funny i will post that on here when i scan it. hes coming back october 30th & then hes taking us treack-or-treating the 31st
i am sooooooo excited =]]]]]]]]]]. i misssss himmmm. ♥ he needs to come back and stay becuase he only gets to stay for 2 WEEEEEKS thats not alot of time. =[
he taugght me alot of stuff in my life time and then now he has to go to irque & fight and after that i might not be able to see him again. =[. just thinking about that making me cry. but i am going to pray that i can see my brother again after the war, hes a amazing yeah he has made his mistakes and big ones at that but hes my brother. & i ♥love him. =[. & that will never change. hes family.
i love you mat. ♥
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